this time i wont be around


this time i wont be around,
to proclaim my love for you,
this time i wont be around.

this time i will stay cold and keep quite,
maintain the distance created by you,
maintain the silence adopted by me,
still the first ray of the sun
will give you my best wishes,
even though i never spoke them out,
they will still come to you,
coz the heart wasnt made to speak
but was still given the power to pray
but this time i wont be around.

u will not hear my voice again
nor will my breath rustle like the wind through leaves,
i wont give in to temptation,
i wont give in to the clutches of the monstrous love,
i wont commit this sin again,
ur eyes make me forget about the world,
but i have a whole ‘world’ to take care of
so sweetheart,
this time i wont be around.

no gifts, no cards, no compliments, no dinner,
no sweet talks about people in love,
no time to listen to your troubles,
no solutions will i find to your problems,
coz your problem is ‘you’,
and i cant solve you
so this time i wont be around.

there is more to life than finding faults and flaws
in people and things,
be ready to be judged yourself
while you are bus criticizing others,
coz you told me
what goes around comes around
why do you forget that your sins will surround
ur entity and engulf you in a dark abyss…
what good did you do
so you be spared?
answer this question, in presence of yourself,
coz this time i wont be around.

love happens and is not forced,
if you love yourself with all your flaws,
what harm did others do?
they were all imperfect people
who loved you so perfectly
those poor creatures who couldnt cross
the boundaries of perfection set by you.

Be happy with your self,
please dont cry when you are alone,
God is with you always,
and he will forgive you
once you apologize for your mistakes
he will always hold your hand
no matter what trials you face
no matter how many hearts you break
but dont take advantage
you are solely responsible
for creating your own happiness and sorrows
He will forgive, just like i did.

dont feel lonely in the dungeons,
caged by your desires,
strangled in your ambitions,
feel free inside your castle
dont look beyond in expectation
i wont try to break your beloved walls
i wont destroy your fears dearly held for so long
coz this time i wont be around
to proclaim my love for you
this time i wont be around.

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